Florida Trip With Girls
So Florida tho!? How about Florida? That was a fun trip! Lots to talk about. Ill start with the G-rated girl’s portion of the trip. It was fun. The house I rented was a mini jungle paradise in the city complete with waterfall and banana trees. I’m finally spoiling myself a tad. It makes the clearance rack shopping, thrifty, grew up in a trailer park part of me cringe just a little bit every time I do….but, you can’t take it all with you.
We spent a good portion of our time running around naked or almost naked. I found myself often laughing in my head thinking, this is a mans dream. This is what boys fantasies are about. It never, or almost never is a reality that women bounce around naked just because, no drugs needed….cuz trust me I’ve been to those parties and this wasn’t it. We were legit just enjoying life doing what we do. (me keeping my depressing country and 90’s indie music in check every so often) haha other than that…
Meeting London was awesome. I have felt a kind of kinship with her since she was kinda the whole reason I got into this and I can’t tell you the relief I have that we actually get along really great. It is so rare to meet unapologetically honest people. That is to be valued in her a lot, she is so fearless in how she approaches the world.
There are a few people that have had a big impact on my life, I doubt she knows it, or maybe it would seem strange but she is one of them. Even before I met her when she was a strnager on the Internet. And I’m certain of how silly that sounds, but you must understand I truly believe sometimes certain people are brought together at just the right moment in their lives. She came into mine at one of my weakest craziest spots and kinda saw me when I didn’t see myself. We all need to be seen. Kinda brought back to life in me who I used to be. Kindness goes a really really long way sometimes you never do know.
Aside from new great friendships, and lots of nakedness, there were, of course, TONS of photos taken. So many I still haven’t gotten through all of them I took. I tried to keep up the first day and gave up after that. Too much time in front of the computer screen.
I spent a good deal of time in a lounge chair on the back patio with a cigarette and a glass of something to drink all week listening to music feeling like a lazy piece of shit and half enjoying it. I’m always torn between two worlds. It’s difficult, legitimately difficult for me to just relax. I’ve gotten a million times better at it over the last couple of years. It used to be I couldn’t sit down, like ever. I was always doing something and if there was nothing to do, I’d find something. It caused fights in our house it was so bad, you can only vacuum the already spotless carpet at 10 pm so many times when he’s trying to chill before something has got to give.
All in all a great trip even though it was a city, and in Florida. Neither of which I was too crazy about.